And the finger shall be my own..

Ok two posts in one day I know it's a little overboard but I'm at work and I'm bored. So if you read my previous post you will know I am feeling a little stuck in a rut at the moment. Well I did a couple of things today that have made me feel better already.

I wrote some stuff down. Then I went online and looked at the University of Wollongong website. I found a course that looks interesting .. Bachelor of Arts - Sociology and called the Uni to find out what I have to do. Come May I will be mature age student. In June there is a course run at the Uni called "University Access Program" or something. Basically it's a 14 week part time course that will give me the equivilant of a UAI and if I do well enough get me into a BOA.

They are going to send me some info and I'm going to commit myself to this and not cop out or get distracted. I'm going to enroll as early as I can and sort myself out so I will be able to study (finacially). That's provided I get the info and everything looks good.. and no better offers come up before then.

My long lost pal Grace called me and invited me to her 21st also. It seems to happen that when I force a shift in my attitude or be proactive about something, I get rewarded. How life is interesting...

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I control my own life. I make my own decisions. I can do anything I want to do. If I am not happy with my life, it is my OWN fault. For we are capable of any fundamental change. It may require letting go of one thing, or changing in a way that scares us. But in reality, you can change everything in your life if you want to.

What do I want?
I want my mind and emotions to be stimulated every day.
I want to use my time meaningfully.
I want to establish a better, more satisfying sense of self.
I want to enjoy my life on a daily basis.
I want to maintain and enjoy good friendships/relationships.
I want to use my creativity more.
I want to be the best I can be.. for myself and for those I love.